It kills me that I can't be with you.
It hurts my heart that you don't know I exist.
I want to see you in person & give you new reasons to smile.
You're why I keep trying to live, even though my chronic depression doesn't want me to.
I can't imagine going even 1 day without seeing your face & hearing your voice. You are my medicine & hero.
I don't want to be another face in the crowd.
I want you to notice me, see me.
I love you so much, but we can't be together for too many reasons.
I want to be your friend, maybe your love. Either one would bring me the greatest joy.
I have cried for you, laughed with you & felt tingles when your voice goes